Saturday, December 09, 2006
so cooling just back home..pong pong hao le.. just now when DXO wif jen, joe and vel... i like that place had lot of nice sound R&B which i like.. today not drank or either high..! =X opPs! hahaha... not lot of yandao too.. hehe free drink as it lady night.. abit tired ya as morning work till now still haven rest nor.. stressful day morning was till ok everything go somth but evening time rush my bangkok consol!! almost went crazy! hahaa today di wei also when army le.. so miss him last time at home also quarrel with him now start getting boring not one pei wo quarrel le haa.. dun know how is he le... ? da today told me he chrish this relationship hope i can forget all the pass and really hope i can also chrish this relationship too.. so touCh he never say this kind of word to me de.. try to make myself belief he will chance =P hope time can prove so huh! tired promise joe and jen to play maple... =s yawn~~~=O
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2:41 AM
Thursday, November 30, 2006
hahahz finally reach back singapore yesterday so happy.. over all i really had lot of fun in bangkok.. sad thing is that i didnt bought alot of thing as wad i was thinking to before going there cos he dad dun like shopping.. over there in bangkok i dont really slp well so scare first time in hotel.. went to the zoo, dream world, china town, templ, traditional dance, water market and bmk... first time in plane make me feel so scare haha but excited too with him beside me make mi feel much better.. hahaz see the whole island of singapore so beauitful.. when arrival in singapore was at night make singapore even more beauitful.. we sit on the elephant back the most unforgettable is the dreamland hahaz play so much game and also when to the snow room and play ice... hahah his brother and i keep throw ice at him that silly face of him lOlz... pen zhu.. everywhere we go he will alway beside me.. so happy only when the last day back hai he make me feel so insecure hmupt!!! but over all i really had fun all the money spend over there is on his account =P.. thanks dear!! i really had fun let me think where shall we go next hehez =)) xie xie ni orh!
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1:21 AM
hahahz finally reach back singapore yesterday so happy.. over all i really had lot of fun in bangkok.. sad thing is that i didnt bought alot of thing as wad i was thinking to before going there cos he dad dun like shopping.. over there in bangkok i dont really slp well so scare first time in hotel.. went to the zoo, dream world, china town, templ, traditional dance, water market and bmk... first time in plane make me feel so scare haha but excited too with him beside me make mi feel much better.. hahaz see the whole island of singapore so beauitful.. when arrival in singapore was at night make singapore even more beauitful.. we sit on the elephant back the most unforgettable is the dreamland hahaz play so much game and also when to the snow room and play ice... hahah his brother and i keep throw ice at him that silly face of him lOlz... pen zhu.. everywhere we go he will alway beside me.. so happy only when the last day back hai he make me feel so insecure hmupt!!! but over all i really had fun all the money spend over there is on his account =P.. thanks dear!! i really had fun let me think where shall we go next hehez =)) xie xie ni orh!
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1:21 AM
Sunday, November 12, 2006
omg i spend my whole say at home watching tv show ya.. so boring.. but niCe show.. hai so angry ya ask him delete that stupid acc giB me so many reason lor.. only know how to say but dun know how to do de alway like that... hehex but he better than last time le know how to see my feeling know i m upset.. acc him to seng sonG buy ling shi he keep asking wad i would like.. =D shop till half way he sudden feel so sick =( hai so worry some more he say he goIng field camp tml buy 3 pack of xiang yan lor.. i tell him is he teying to kill himself but he say will be very stress de. i know but also cannot somke so much lor.. hao worry him ya.. =(( tOday muMmy and dAdDy nag the wHole day ya so noise.. hai fan nor.. =S dun say le soB
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10:18 PM
Friday, November 10, 2006
sob sob **hurRr hurrr** still so sick since sat go mOs till now have heavry fur and cough now a bit fever le.. hehez di di keep asking me go see doctor but hehe dun wan see will recover itself or not.. hahaz i really bu ting hua so sick le still drink cool drink, smoke, eat curry, cookies and ice-cream hahaha like wan to eat till die like that sob =''( hao sick go rest le tml still got to go work hai yo sian.. night~~~
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10:11 PM
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
wao so long didnt blog le.. lot of thing happen me and him can say together le ba.. erm dont know how to say feeling that he had something keep hiding from me.. yesterday he told me everything le.. sad =(( he told me he meet that gal at rush and ask her for goodnight kiss and more.. haiz ya may be it pass but think back i think i m silly.. dun know is it that the gal dun wan him or wad then he come back to me.. he told me his dun have feeling for other gal only with mi he had feeling i was thinking ya wad if the gal look good i dun think he will come back lor.. i dun know m i his spare tyer.. dun wish to think so much.. yesterday when i heard that i was a bit sad lor then temper wasnt that good he can stand me and scold me.. hai i dun know m i cheap or not leh he do wrong thing yet still dare to scold me lor i was think to say break to him but haiz dun know how to say scare... i really hope to gib him one more chance one and for all... no more this is the last chance i giving him if he not going to change.. i think i will just let it go... =( fan confues~~~ i hate him for betraying me nv ever thought he will do all this thing to me nv lor**dissapointed**
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12:33 AM
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
this few day didnt blog le.. alot of thing happen.. so confuse.. he msn me on monday.. yesterday we chat on phone... =/ he say alot of thing to me.. dun know is he trying to take back he handphone then say those word de lor.. He told me he miss me and still love me alot.. but on the other hand he go chalet and know other girl.. =S i really dont know what is he think.. what make me keep thinking so much is that he told me that the gal put her sister in first place and i will alway put him in first place then him then he sound like so sad.. i told he mi and him is the pass lor.. i know he had feeling for the gal but worry to tell mi..scare make me sad.. he make me feel that he so idot lor!!!! so play boy... got gal liao still come find me for wad... hai.. we make a yUe ding.. hehez if 23 year old june 6 if we dun have stead we will patch back.. hahahaz so silly.. will it be an empty promise? i dun know wad i m think i feel like hating him so much but just would lor.. yesterday after chatting with him i sms him and tell him not to call wo le i know wad is he think not to make him feel so fan i decided to leave.. =) i hate guy that filte around like he do.. i cant take it that behind me he go know other girl.. =( so confuse.. dun wan to think so much le.. if he is my he will be my >.< fate will decided de hor?
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10:30 PM
Sunday, October 08, 2006
just reach home when hospital.. =( grandma sudden fall sick le... see her like that xing hen tong... hope she get well soon.. so tired now cos afternoon disturd by eilene call wake up when jurong eat lunch and when dance DDR till evening actually meeting ah wei play pool but xia wanna go play marjong so plan go min house play.. but min only free at 8+ so xia and mi when imm shop shop after danging around at imm we walk to min hahahaz.. pass by toh guan actually decided to buy lanten de cos at zhong chew jie didnt get to take one but reach the shop there all sell of le, =( so bad luck i bought a pack of candle and we walk to batok and buy the lanten hehex light the new lanten i bought happy when min house.. today really not my day lost 15 to xia and min lor... =S reaching home hehez didnt bath then lay on the bed watch show till 12 then go pong pong.. Mummy sudden come out of her bedroom and ask mi to acc her over to grandma house said that ah ma not feeling well so worry when over saw her lay on the bed cant even walk lor... faster bring her go hospital.. reach hospital send her in till morning 6+ then saw her lor.. therefor now then reach home.. later still got to go k bOx.. got to go orh orh le.. too tried le... hope ah ma will get well soon =((.. chun feeling so down
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7:23 AM
Saturday, October 07, 2006
today is zhong chew jie.. feeling so lonely =( use to have him with me but not now.. spend whole day working again.. so angry ya.. today a group of youngster come and celebarta birthday ahhh that guy call me auntie lor.. =S zhu haha then i gib him asilly face then he so shy say sorry hahaha he bought a cake for the birthday gal (his dream gal) asking mi to help him to bring in the cake after cutting the cake he ask mi for some plate but i say u call mi auntie still wan mi lent u plate ah hahaha then he say sorry jie jie.. =P i really look old ma wao kao.. around 1+ when down lagger... louis make lychee martini for me.. wao nice drink ya.. working there i drink lot of nice liquier =P hahaha tan doi hehe.. hai dun know how he spend his day habing fun out there with he gal and fren ma.. dun know y my mind is alway thinking if him... cant slp.. u dun miss mi ma? really that heartless..
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3:20 AM
Friday, October 06, 2006
morning go see doctor.. sob didnt work today all cos i too tan ci le yesterday that why fall sick le haha.. but at night still got work just reach home.. today hmm not alot of ppl go ktv so i spend most of the time watch tv and somking hehex oPps!! hahaha but mummy and some uncle come and drink today at lagger.. i meet a tony uncle he really frenly come up to ktv and gib mi a treat for any drink i wan.. i sit and drink with him.. he is nice telling mi alot of thing.. tell u some thing he is very very rich ya.. hahaha.. also got hurt by gal too... haha to mi i m just like a nu er to him.. have fun talking with him.. he teach mi lot.. after 12 i went over to lagger and drink.. omG mum and fren were all drank lor haha but still keep ordering tequila pop haha i drink too haha drink down till stomach was so sock lor hahah.. now a bit high high le haha sian tml still got to work.. tml is zhong chew jie le.. hai was think where to go.. dun know where he go too.. pei that gal or wad.. how i wish he will ask me out=( everyday somking outside ktv looking above the dark dark sky with only the moon really miss him lot dun know if he is looking at the same sky i looking at ma.. after day of thinking i finally know wad i wan le.. i think just let fate decided ba.. if he my one day he will call wo de.. no point go fan him or think so much.. he say he dun wan repret the story.. i wont be silly le if he think he regret i know he will chase me back de.. i try not to think of u le.. hope u will be happy.. =) hai dun think le.. abit drank le go orh orh le.. so sick.. night muckx missing yOu lot
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