Monday, August 14, 2006
Omg monday was really a tired one, thinG make it even worst was because 2 of my colleague was on mc.. busy the whole day yet my work wasnt DONE! yesterday cant sleep.. whole night thinking of him. he told me that he scare he wouldnt give me xing fu but he will try to. he ask me to find somene better then him. i cant sleep. he send me sms tell me "dear dont think too much k.. i alway beside you support you de n we will 2gether walk throught feng feng yu yu de. love u dear dear.. " but morning i was talking mrt i think so much. i reach office i sms he i tell him i think whole night i cant force him to love me if he think he dont love me think we cant bai tou dao lao dont send sms to make me feel good. if he is busy tired please do not pity me by calling me to care for me. i hope he can love me like last time he do call me because he miss me. care of me beacuse he love me. hong wo because he need me. i want to tell him i went down to find him holding on and not let go is beacuse i love him need him i miss him. Most important is he is important to mE.. PLEASE DEAR DO PITY ME, I WONT FEELGOOD. i cry after sending the sms. Lunch time i didnt went for lunch went to the river side which we went that time after work. thinking of him. just then he call me. telling me don think too much he alway by my side. =''( sob. at night i told suzanna. she tell me that is my wrong sgive me advise. feel much better le >.< hehe he just call me but hang up so fast too as he got to went back his duty. wao so smelly ya kekeke haven pong pong.. today got to stop here.

[zHu tOe ]
at 10:04 PM