Monday, October 02, 2006
fan ya.. whole day think so much today =( saturday after whole day of fun.. reach home was resting on my bed rong sudden tell me some thing which i didnt expected to heard.. he tell me that di wei did talk with him that day =( he tell di wei that he know he not good he say he miss me alot and he regret and he dun had any gal friend was a lie but he know we wont be together le.. first thing i heard make mi happy is he missing me lot.. really hope we can be together again.. that night i think alot i think why must he tell di wei all this thing??? is it he dun wan my di di to hate him and think he realy very bad that why he say so much... i just ran over and see mu di di chat log i saw everything le LOO WENDA !!! DID U SEE MY BLOG I HAD LOT TO TELL U =((***sob sob sob ='''( i hatE u loo wenda u think u leave me i will be happy ma i wont why why u wan lto lie to mi**crying** u know the day u leave me i cry whole day i somke so much i go work pud drink alot u know ma.. huh u tell my brother to take care of mi u think u like that hen brave ya i saw chat log with u and my brother lor.. why why why wan to do this to me.. u know i love u lot why why wan to leave me... dear wo hen xiang ni... hao xiang ni.. i m not ok really not ok... it so hurt.. crying every night.. tear drop so much no one know.. why why it alway like that wo ai ni zhen de hao ai ni.. everyday wanna bring a smile face ask myself to be strong.. hao lei zhen de hao lei... u tell my didi say u didnt betray me if u really didnt then why wan to tell othe gal u like her why i take ur hp why u so angry so scare and slap wo why why i m so confuse... wad r u thinking.. after hurting me and ask my family and fren to take care of mi??? wad is this.. ni zhen de wan to mi to gib up... Zhen de ma? a guy who slap her gf, betray her gf so much, shout at her when he is stress, had more of his time slping then listening to her problem, telling him her problem he only feel fan, spend money on her is a burden, when she crying u feel she is so fan still can make fun of her crying sound, only think of urself, book out le still wanna lie to her, tell her wanna take shirt back to put but was because he wanna go chalet, a guy like that everyone wanna mi to leave u but did i no i didnt all decause i love u that deep i know u will change i trust u i know u will chance de...but u detray mi tell mi u love that gal she ur gf =( i know at first i did wrong first 2 time u is 2 year back all this year is mi the one who keep holding u tight.. i know i mayb naught i mayb fan.. but really got to do till like that ma... u know i m so deeply hurt by u... u know whenever i m so happy really hope the first person to tell is u lor try to sms u but i scare i fan ni scare i sms u will make u hate mi scare doing all this only make myself so cheap... u so heartless... u think leaving me is a fav no it only hurt..... u think u like that u happy.. then i had nothing to say i can tell u i m not happy... this is not love i dun know wad to say to my feeling lost i m so lost *sob* tear droping every night i keep all ur thing but the bear bear u gib mi 3 year ago are alway there every night huging me.. i dun know why i m saying so much jus wanna let u know wad u had done dun make me happy but u had hurt me so much.. mayb leaving mi u can have fun with ur fren play around with gal this is wad u wan ba.. play boi! hate u so much... u remember wad u had tell mi.. u will never ever let go mi.. =(( no matter wad happen da pian zi.... *cry cry sob sob* wo hao lei zhen de hao lei... da pian zi... wo si bu si hen useless.. telling everyonr i will be strong yet cry so hard now.. silly gal right.. hao lei dun wanna think le.. *somking* maybe he not the right guy ba.. hmmp!!! zhu toe = tao yan ni.. i wont blame him for loving other gal.. mayb i not good ba.. mayb he dun chrish mi other boi boi will do ba.. all i need is time.. go ba i wont hold u any more le.. if u were my one day u will be my de.. i be happy stop pity mi kkz wad worry all rubbish lor.. stop pity mi.. =P hai tao yan ni... =x chun sad

[zHu tOe ]
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